Looking for internal angst over a taboo relationship.

-Could be because they have always thought of themselves as straight.
-Could be because family blood lines don't allow.
-Could be because they are police partners.
-Could be because they are priests.

Something that focuses on the internal angst over how they should not be doing what they are doing.

Manly men who are bad asses are preferred.

No underage relationships, please. Not looking for that kind of taboo.

Thanks!

Hi you could read The Adrien English Mysteries series by josh. It's has angst n a good mystery too.

Taboo:
Sean Michael - Toybox:Twins

Almost Strangers by M A Innes - Step-brothers and puppy play

Too Close To Love M A Innes - Brothers