Feb 11th, 2013, 9:02 pm
My dad died last week. I say that not to garner sympathy from you, my 4 readers, but to explain and introduce the poem below. Life would not be life, if people did not die. And when we know the dying or dead person, our thoughts migrate inward, full of mortal (not morbid) thoughts. My experience suggests those thoughts tend toward the universal: why now? why this way? what about me? and what is the meaning of life?

Christina Georgina Rossetti differs from the rest of us when it came to answering those questions, mostly due to her phenomenal talent as a poet. Christina Rossetti was something of a wonder: sister to the famed painter, Dante Gabriel Rossetti, both founders of the self-named Pre-Raphaelite Brotherhood, she sat often as model for the movement's many painters and sculptors. She was a sort-of early Georgia O'Keefe, only better. A.S. Byatt makes no bones that Christina Rossetti was Byatt's template for the poet at the center of her novel, Possession; no surprise that Byatt's publisher used the Pre-Raphaelite painting, The Beguiling of Merlin (by Edward Burne-Jones) for that novel's cover art. Guess who was its model.

As is usual for most Artists, Rossetti's early poems were almost exclusively about death and loss. It was only as she matured, as both person and Poet, that her craft and talent soared to new heights. Her later poetry sought moral certitudes, universal truths, answers (or at least the questions) applicable to all readers. To all people. The Thread of Life (below) is not Christina's most widely acclaimed poem, but is my favorite...
The Thread of Life
Christina Georgina Rossetti

I
The irresponsive silence of the land,
The irresponsive sounding of the sea,
Speak both one message of one sense to me:--
Aloof, aloof, we stand aloof, so stand
Thou too aloof bound with the flawless band
Of inner solitude; we bind not thee;
But who from thy self-chain shall set thee free?
What heart shall touch thy heart? what hand thy hand?--
And I am sometimes proud and sometimes meek,
And sometimes I remember days of old
When fellowship seemed not so far to seek
And all the world and I seemed much less cold,
And at the rainbow's foot lay surely gold,
And hope felt strong and life itself not weak.

II
Thus am I mine own prison. Everything
Around me free and sunny and at ease:
Or if in shadow, in a shade of trees
Which the sun kisses, where the gay birds sing
And where all winds make various murmuring;
Where bees are found, with honey for the bees;
Where sounds are music, and where silences
Are music of an unlike fashioning.
Then gaze I at the merrymaking crew,
And smile a moment and a moment sigh
Thinking: Why can I not rejoice with you?
But soon I put the foolish fancy by:
I am not what I have nor what I do;
But what I was I am, I am even I.

III
Therefore myself is that one only thing
I hold to use or waste, to keep or give;
My sole possession every day I live,
And still mine own despite Time's winnowing.
Ever mine own, while moons and seasons bring
From crudeness ripeness mellow and sanitive;
Ever mine own, till Death shall ply his sieve;
And still mine own, when saints break grave and sing.
And this myself as king unto my King
I give, to Him Who gave Himself for me;
Who gives Himself to me, and bids me sing
A sweet new song of His redeemed set free;
he bids me sing: O death, where is thy sting?
And sing: O grave, where is thy victory?

Christina Rossetti, by the time she wrote this poem, was well-versed - er, well-schooled - in poetic forms and structure. For example, each sonnet uses the Petrarchan tradition, with the rhyming scheme of each octave, ABBAACCA, and of each sestet, DEDEDE. Note also Rossetti's deft use of anaphora (repeating a sequence of words at the beginnings of neighboring clauses) and epistrophe, or epiphora (repeating words at the clauses' ends)...
The irresponsive silence of the land,
The irresponsive sounding of the sea,
Speak both one message of one sense to me:--
Aloof, aloof, we stand aloof, so stand
Thou too aloof bound with the flawless band
Of inner solitude; we bind not thee;
But who from thy self-chain shall set thee free?
What heart shall touch thy heart? what hand thy hand?--

Okay, clear enough which is the anaphora and which the epiphora. But her brilliance does not end there; look no farther than her "bound/band/bind" -- a brilliant use of verb tense and homonyms, in the same root word.

I empathize with the narrator during Stanza 2. Who has never felt caught on the outside looking in? Heck, advertisers make use of this emotional trap: drink this beer (soda, whatever), drive this car, and be a member of the Cool People group which members already drink that beer or drive that car, else they would not be a member, Silly. Must be clear here, though, that is NOT Rossetti's intended meaning; she was after something more spiritual, less secular, than such nonsense. While the narrator stands aloof, alone and apart from everyone and everything else - including all of nature, she still has herself to fall back upon.
I am not what I have nor what I do;
But what I was I am, I am even I.


Which brings me to the passage that calls to me, time and again, Stanza 3, despite its call to Christ, the Redeemer. But before that happens...
Therefore myself is that one only thing
I hold to use or waste, to keep or give;
My sole possession every day I live,
And still mine own despite Time's winnowing.
Ever mine own, while moons and seasons bring
From crudeness ripeness mellow and sanitive;
Ever mine own, till Death shall ply his sieve;
And still mine own, when saints break grave and sing


How steadfast she stands, in this life and into the next, alone and apart from all that is human, all that is life. But even that is not enough for her; she (the narrator) wants more, wants redemption, so she reaches out...
I give, to Him Who gave Himself for me;
Who gives Himself to me

Rossetti returns to that malleable change in tense (give/gave/gives), with its mutable changes in meaning. Thus she ends perfectly, the perfect poem.

As I mentioned, my dad died. No redemption occurred, only pain. And a death, long foretold, but with an undeserved indignity wrought by a doctor and a hospital looking only to bolster the shared bottom line, not strive to ease my dad's suffering. So while I find no redemption, this instance or ever, perhaps you will. Or perhaps you already have found something equally meaningful.

Pray tell.
Feb 11th, 2013, 9:02 pm

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Feb 16th, 2013, 10:26 am
I don't think she's really happy being on the outside looking in, even as claiming that she still has herself. She says " am not what I have nor what I do; But what I was I am, I am even I." she identifies with her past, a memory of herself turned present image, and that image is all she has, and that's why she seeks more, because images are never enough, nor is the past (or the future) a pleasant place to live in.

She seeks Jesus, because Jesus has found himself in the present and all things, in the constant mutability of the true self, and has tried to teach it to the world. She seeks Him because all she has is not enough and will never be enough and she wants more and seeks it from a rare someone who does not want more because he has found the enough and all.
Feb 16th, 2013, 10:26 am
Feb 17th, 2013, 2:57 pm
Jaunting Head wrote:I don't think she's really happy being on the outside looking in, even as claiming that she still has herself. She says " am not what I have nor what I do; But what I was I am, I am even I." she identifies with her past, a memory of herself turned present image, and that image is all she has, and that's why she seeks more, because images are never enough, nor is the past (or the future) a pleasant place to live in.

She seeks Jesus, because Jesus has found himself in the present and all things, in the constant mutability of the true self, and has tried to teach it to the world. She seeks Him because all she has is not enough and will never be enough and she wants more and seeks it from a rare someone who does not want more because he has found the enough and all.

Well, yes, precisely so, Jaunting Head; in fact, I stated that truth in the post...
How steadfast she stands, in this life and into the next, alone and apart from all that is human, all that is life. But even that is not enough for her; she (the narrator) wants more, wants redemption, so she reaches out...

But what if that 'answer' also is inappropriate, or not enough, the seeker wants more? Or perhaps something other? Then what...?
Feb 17th, 2013, 2:57 pm

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Feb 21st, 2013, 1:18 pm
First of all, condolences. And you said it exactly right about the universal questions.

And there are never any answers. And perhaps that's why you find yourself drawn to perfection? To things like Rossetti's astounding poem?

I find myself going the other way, towards messiness, towards beauty that cannot be so readily explained. Upon rereading The Thread of Life, with its multitude of memorable quotes that have lain in my brain since decades ago, whose echoes I have half-recognised when quoted by others, I heard echoes of another poem which may serve as an oblique commentary of sorts... A poem by the late Adrienne Rich, who died almost a year ago.

Paula Becker to Clara Westhoff

Paula Becker 1876-1907
Clara Westhoff 1878-1954
became friends at Worpswede, an artist's colony near Bremen, Germany, summer 1899. In January 1900, spent a half-year together in Paris, where Paula painted and Clara studied sculpture with Rodin. In August they returned to Worpswede, and spent the next winter together in Berlin. In 1901, Clara married the poet Rainer Maria Rilke; soon after, Paula married the painted Otto Modersohn. She died in a hemorrhage after childbirth, murmurig,
What a shame!

The autumn feels slowed down,
summer still holds on here, even the light
seems to last longer than it should
or maybe I'm using it to the thin edge.
The moon rolls in the air. I didn't want this child.
You're the only one I've told.
I want a child maybe, someday, but not now.
Otto has a calm, complacent way
of following me with his eyes, as if to say
Soon you'll have your hands full!
And yes, I will; this child will be mine
not his, the failures, if I fail
will all be mine. We're not good, Clara,
at learning to prevent these things,
and once we have a child it is ours.
But lately I feel beyond Otto or anyone.
I know now the kind of work I have to do.
It takes such energy! I have the feeling I'm
moving somewhere, patiently, impatiently,
in my loneliness. I'm looking everywhere in nature
for new forms, old forms in new places,
the planes of an antique mouth, let's say, among the leaves.
I know and do not know
what I am searching for.
Remember those months in the studio together,
you up to your strong forearms in wet clay,
I trying to make something of the strange impressions
assailing me — the Japanese
flowers and birds on silk, the drunks
sheltering in the Louvre, that river-light,
those faces... Did we know exactly
why we were there? Paris unnerved you,
you found it too much, yet you went on
with your work... and later we met there again,
both married then, and I thought you and Rilke
both seemed unnerved. I felt a kind of joylessness
between you. Of course he and I
have had our difficulties. Maybe I was jealous
of him, to begin with, taking you from me,
maybe I married Otto to fill up
my loneliness for you.
Rainer, of course, knows more than Otto knows,
he believes in women. But he feeds on us,
like all of them. His whole life, his art
is protected by women. Which of us could say that?
Which of us, Clara, hasn't had to take that leap
out beyond our being women
to save our work? or is it to save ourselves?
Marriage is lonelier than solitude.
Do you know: I was dreaming I had died
giving birth to the child.
I couldn't paint or speak or even move.
My child — I think — survived me. But what was funny
in the dream was, Rainer had written my requiem —
a long, beautiful poem, and calling me his friend.
I was your friend
but in the dream you didn't say a word.
In the dream his poem was like a letter
to someone who has no right
to be there but must be treated gently, like a guest
who comes on the wrong day. Clara, why don't I dream of you?
That photo of the two of us — I have it still,
you and I looking hard into each other
and my painting behind us. How we used to work
side by side! And how I've worked since then
trying to create according to our plan
that we'd bring, against all odds, our full power
to every subject. Hold back nothing
because we were women. Clara, our strength still lies
in the things we used to talk about:
how life and death take one another's hands,
the struggle for truth, our old pledge against guilt.
And now I feel dawn and the coming day.
I love waking in my studio, seeing my pictures
come alive in the light. Sometimes I feel
it is myself that kicks inside me,
myself I must give suck to, love...
I wish we could have done this for each other
all our lives, but we can't...
They say a pregnant woman
dreams her own death. But life and death
take one another's hands. Clara, I feel so full
of work, the life I see ahead, and love
for you, who of all people
however badly I say this
will hear all I say and cannot say.

1975-1976
Feb 21st, 2013, 1:18 pm

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Feb 23rd, 2013, 2:44 am
Ahh. Well told, with the precision and economy of words (only) poets deliver...
I have the feeling I'm
moving somewhere, patiently, impatiently,
in my loneliness. I'm looking everywhere in nature
for new forms, old forms in new places

Thank you.
Feb 23rd, 2013, 2:44 am

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Feb 23rd, 2013, 7:37 am
It only just occurred to me that the thrill I felt twenty years ago when I made the connection that the original German title of Rilke's Requiem for a Friend was Requiem für Paula Modersohn Becker is exactly the same thrill that Ian McEwan felt when discovering the Punch magazine from July 1900 in ephemeral's post about why we read...

http://forum.mobilism.org/viewtopic.php?f=1306&t=484335
Feb 23rd, 2013, 7:37 am

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