Trying to remember a book that I wanted to read. The two main characters are best friends and one of them is it love with the other. I have only read the blurb and I know it's really vague. I think one of the character is named Nick.
The other MC goes away to another country and returns years later due to some reason. He finds this guy and all the repressed feelings come rushing back.
Any help will be appreciated.

Do you remember something from the cover? The setting? If the author had their name with their initials?